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I'm sitting here all alone
even the sun has gone
down and out I'm feeling
staring at the ceiling
that begins to turn
like a fire not meant to burn
our love is suffocated
and no new love is yet located
like the smoke of my cigarette
the pain has not vanished yet
still in my heart and in my head
keeps on making me feeling sad
Your letter lies in front of me
spreads the sweet perfume of thee
I read it once and read it twice
not believing all the dirty lies
the ground is floating away
I wish I heard you say
that everything is fine and then
I could be the same man again
like the smoke of my cigarette
the pain has not vanished yet
still in my heart and in my head
keeps on making me feeling sad
I still don't know what went wrong
I've been drinking all day long
the days are grey no sun anymore
the sky not blue like it was before
no beautiful flowers that are growing
my friend the wind is not blowing
all the pain remains right here
hope has turned into fear
like the smoke of my cigarette
the pain has still not vanished yet
I open the window I open my mind
to let it all out and ready to find
a future that is worth living
not just take but also giving
right now as I look at the horizon
I see that the sun is rising
Maybe days are not just grey
like a preacher does not just pray
maybe life will start again
I'm gonna get better and then
luck will be on my side
the future will be open wide
all the pain will have had its reason
but then it will stop increasing
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